You're following the lines, but they run together sooner than you'd like to admit and no amount of combing will keep rational and emotional apart. You're watching films that make you want to hold out for the right one, but everyone you meet is just a little fraction of what people can be and when you pile it up the deck is still stacked so thin it hurts.
Come on down, pea princess, and tell us how you fell beneath everyone's expectations. Art! Darling, you have barely enough to get dressed and there's just never anywhere to go. Once upon a time, quiet punky Michelle would tell you how awful it was to see you sad, but empathy in the face of perception of emotion is nearly always too much for you to take.